DAY 2 I wont stop

Yesterday was super hard. OMG! lol i fucked up n had like 10 tortilla chips. :( anywho I measured how much ketosis i have and its showing a moderate trace. :) im happy about tht. I cant wait to measure what tommorows will be. I cannot wait to reach my goal weight. Im going to be so happy. So far today, ive had jus flavored water. If i stay under <20 carbs with no fat I will not fuck ketosis. cant wait. so far my weight loss should be three lbs. i cant tell what it is until friday. cause thts when i buy my scale. well ill be posting pics soon maybe. Always yours ana/mia

Day ONE of a long awaited beginning

So, after a shit load of planning I finally stop procrastinating. However the fucking summer is almost over. But I cant give up i just cant stand the thought of another summer blowing by and me still looking the way i do. Its always the beginning of a fast that gets me. The first and third day are the hardest. But mostl its the first day. So today im making myself just relax. Im watching some thinspo videos and excercising a little and im going to flat iron my hair and paint m nails. the really shitty thing is my bf has lost weight n im like shit. I dont wanna be the cow in this relationship. So im trying to hurry up n get this weight off. Im hoping to get this weight off before Warpped tour. I want to be the sexy GF with her Sexy bf. Not the fat cow with her skinny bf. ya know. so I swear to God if this is the last thing i do i will be skinny before warped tour which is August 3. Currently i thinnk i weigh um like 210 :( i know terrible. but wtf ever. I wanna get down to lets see um 130. This is possible i know ive seen it done. I just cant eat much of anything. which is fine. bc i want to look bad ass. i wana mae ppls face drop. so im going to post everyday. so i can make myself accountable. Im doing a water fast. I plan on fasting the recommeded 10 days at a time.Today i havent eaten anything. just water and tea with one pacet of splenda. The first 3 days u lose up to 3-4 llbs. so if i loose 3lbs the first three days tht would =9lbs.taking it down to 201. then 71lbs to go. there are 31 days in july so if i loose two 2lbs a day due to excercise and only eating veggies tht are low calorie. i can be 141 by aug 1 and then 2days left so 4more llbs off. i will be 137. whic  then i will only be 7lbs away from my goal and if im only 7lbs away by tht date i will be happy tht ive gone tht far. I swear to God i will be so fucking happy. I know this shit looks impossible but its all i have. I go to work everday to a job i hate look in a mirror at a girl i hate even more. Im tired of being jealous of the skinny bitches for once they will be jealous of me. enough sadness. On another note i found some amazing ana websites their ppretty awesome. I dont see what the hell is wrong with ppl we should have more sites. I hate the fact ppl try to close them down. who the fuck are they. ppl have freedom of speech so shove tht shit.whatever. ugh. So im excited. Im ready this time im totally fucking ready. Im going to post twice a day just to keep my mind off food.:) I love you guys. I love u ana/mia. Forever yours. <3