so im starting my fast today after procrastinating.
This morning i wasnt really hungry which to me was totally upsetting because i wanted to feel it. The lovely feeling of being hungry and wanting to feel it but knowing if i dont then im beating it.
So i drank some coffee with splenda and excercised alot.
I did 700crunches 100 leg lifts and i streched.
Im going to take my nephew for a stroll in the park for a hour or so. so that should take my leg work out.
I always think im not doing enough excercises.
I am especially sticking with this fast because my bf is now enrolled in a gym!!! OMG lol
And i want to be him. I dont want to be the fat guy with the sexy skinny guy. ya know
And our 2year anniversary is JUNE 14 and his birthday is JUNE 7.
Who wants to fuck a fat girl for their birthday??? no one wants to
So My goal is to lose as much weight as possible before JUNE 7 and then lose some more before JUNE14.
I want to get into a bikinni I have NEVER worn a bikinni
Thats fuckin saying something
God thats sad. lol
So im going to pick out the cutest bikini ever to wear to the pool <3
So far my routine for everyday is to wake up immediately turn on my youtube video thinspiration list gets me amp for the day
Make some coffee and grab one of my 4 bottles of cold water from the fridge drink all the water and sit down and watch my motivation vids drink m cofee and then excercise my ass off.
then go for a run come home take a cold bath.sleep. and then more coffee. coffee all day
I figure if i dont eat and excercise everyday i should be able to loose 3lbs a day. and today is the 16 i have 15 days left in may. and then 6days till the june 7
so thats 21 days. 21 times 3=63 so ill be 140 then.:)
but then shit i want to be 120
so then 6 days after the 7th of june theres june 14 and so 6times 3=18
ill be 122 then. :)
i will be so happy as soon as i accomplish this. Im excited. :) <3 <3 <3
ANA keep me strong.
